Today's A Better Day

     Today's a better day.  I woke up with a smile on my face.  I was able to say that I was happy.  A few Months ago, I went through what few know but many learned about.  I "Thought" I was going to break, That no one could ever love me like that but My Boyfriend/Best Friend proved me wrong.  He dried every tear and still was able to show me his.  He carried me on his most weakest days even when I threw stones in the dirt "Fucking" up his path with my insecurites and jealousy he still carried me.  I lost someone and within my weakest moments He rescued me.  I'm happy that months later he is still by my side holding my hand in times of struggles.  He is my strength but I am his muscles.  I learned the hard way that we just work better together.  I love getting spoiled, I love being cuddled, I love that I have a man willing to wade on me Hand and foot at any given moment of any day.  But most importantly I love that he loves me for me!  Despite my flaws.

      Today's a better day.  I got to see the sun again.  I got to wake up and hear the birds chirp the busy streets the sound of soft humming and of course a morning spliff.  But I got to look up into eyes that will never look down at me.  Who seems me being short as just an height not a disadvantage.  I was warm in a house that was 45 degrees cause it was to hot to turn on the heat.  And last night when I couldn't sleep i had the softest heartbeat to listen to.  I love my man for being just that a man.  I could've been worse off, living in  a dirty house a man who don't even know how to wipe himself let alone afford his habit. Or stuck running back in forth with people who treat me like shit because someone how they fix it and make me feel better. Or with someone who abuses me mental emotional or physically my point IS! I could do far worse and I believe and know my man is the BEST by far.

         So for those of you who don't know and still haven't got it, Today's a better day. I was reminded of my worth, THAT i never forgot. I was reminded I was beautiful, for having not looked in the mirror in so long. I was reminded I look good Big Fat Skinny Tall Short, BECAUSE someone how society made me forget that. Today's a better day because I was reminded Why BONNIE, needed Clyde. Why Harley Quinn needs Joker why Eve needs Adam. But today's a really good day because I was also reminded why Obama needs Michelle, Why Jay-Z needs Beyonce and why in a game a chess the Queen always Protects the King. The King supports his queen so that she in turn may protect him. That's why today's a better day because to me My king was the one who taught love to me....

P.s (For my bbyboy 12/20/14 I love you)