stupid voice in my head
repeating what ive already said
chest caving in. crushing
whats left withen
i never want to feel this way again
when/where/why won't it end
music only pushing it further.
together they're combining and getting closer.
breathe caught
no air coming in
yet nones escaping
where do i begin?
where do i end?
back to my old tricks again
fuck love
and fuck you
fuck everyone whose
screwde me over too
my life's already fucked uhp
no one said it needs your help...
words scrambling in my brain.
each wanting to be said
each being held back
choking on my words
choking on my thoughts
trying to forget tha past
and noticing my future is lost
i find it kinda funny
i find it kinda sad
tha dreams in which im dying are tha best ive ever had
but do you care? you claim it.
you "try" and show it! yet beat me w. it
no more consideration
no more held back words
at tha point of ultimate destructionyet nothing seems to help
wanting to stop my feelings
yet w, it theres healing
but
i dont know where im heading
i want to run until im out of breathe
and keep running until there
is no memory of boston left.
i want happiness
but negativity is whats present
sticking w. tha good habits
and trying to
push the old
i honestly dont
know what to do anymore
praying to god
a man i dont believe in
to forgive me?
me?!
to help me heal
help me see
help me forget
help me breathe
stop me from giving up on destiny
want to know what he said to me?
absolutely nothing
damn everybody juss got to push my fucking buttons
i've been through worse
ive seen worse
but it still hurts
yea im use to it
but it still hurts
yea i heard it before
but it still hurts
now im sitting outside
of class
making me look more like a dumbass
damn yu controling me that much
bet your happy living life
probably eating lunch
this paper is wasting quick
tha lead is ending to
to think all this bullshit is over yu?!
you broke tha camels back
but it was i who knew
i regret you
you were a mistake
but that aint nothing new
sad part is i still love you
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